oh Belinda

I try to call you for so many times, but you don't reply

I try to text you for so many times, but you still don't reply

Finally you pick up one of my calls, but your words are full of anger, and frustration.

I can not even think a word to say after your arrogant questionnaire.

I could not sleep all night,with a bit of anger, sadness and a bit of regression

I could not sleep in the previous nights while i was thinking of you, i miss you so much.

I could do anything for you , if life was not so hard while we met

I regret for all the wrong doing to you, while you were so Innocent to me.

I don't know when i can see you again ,even just for one sign.

I promised that I will take care of you after I get a stable life.

I promised that I will be with you while you are completing your degree.

I promised that I will always love you , if you were still available to be loved.

I promised our life would be just fine, when I am able to pay the bills by my own hands.

I will keep these promises in my heart, and full filled it in the near future.

please, don't give up, there is still a hope.

god bless you.